LOVE
There was this girl she was 14 , young and foolish. She was different, she always believed there was good in everyone and she didn't want to believe in bad, she wanted to think everyone can change. She had a few bad years herself and struggled with her anger so she can relate to some people who have similar issues. She got kicked out of school and she really started struggling. Then one day a teacher who had worked with her a year now said "come on we're off to go see some where" So as this girl trusted her with her life she went. She found out they were of to look at a new school and this girl didn't want to go she hated the idea but when she got there she saw a guy and everything stopped, its like it was only her and him there and from then she did everything to get his attention. Finally he noticed her and next thing u know they go out, she was so happy and everything was perfect thats what she thought anyways. Then one day she gets a message from another girl saying "do u go out with this lad ?" she said yes why ? and she said "because he was cheating on u i'm sorry to tell u this". The next day when she was in school with him she confronted, him he said "no i would never do that" she's didn't know wether to believe him or lose him she thought she was deeply in love she would give up everything for him. She tried mailing him all the time he just ignored her, she tried talking to him he just walked away or would say "just forget about: it she felt like he was even bothered. She didn't want to say goodbye but she wasn't happy she had no clue what to do so she said i think we should go different ways because she could not carry on like that. It took her a long time to stop messaging him and thinking about him but then she was finally becoming happier. She was in a good place at last until one day her perfect world came crashing down, she had to move and everything was just going wrong. She wasn't eating she felt sick all the time then he came up to her and said" i'm so sorry i love u and i realized i lost one of the best things ever please take me back". She didn't want to get ' hurt again but deep down she still loved him and was still in a bad place so she said yes hoping it will go back to how it use to be where she was happy but it didn't. Slowly felt like before, she was scared he was cheating or up to no good so she had to do what she thought was right, she broke up with him and she has been getting on okay she has been doing well in schools and living in the countryside and is getting to a happy place but really the lesson is do what u think is right for u, change is not always bad. Don't stay with someone and not be happy because u don't want to lose them . Stop trying to find happiness where u found it before look somewhere new.